My Buddha is gone!! :(

I lost my baby boy this morning!!! My Buddha is gone! I wish he was still here so I could hold him and love him once more. There is a void in my heart. I miss him so much!

We took him to the vet, so he can be cremated. Dr. Julie Smith is our vet and is very rabbit savvy. She said they are very fragile animals. And that living through an episode of GI stasis is a miracle. This was Buddha's second or third.

He was a brave boy. I knew something was different this time. In my heart I told him to go if he had to. But in my mind and mouth I told him to fight. In the end his little body couldn't take it.

My Buu was such a sweet and loving baby. He LOVED having his head rubbed. I think if I could've done that for many hours in one sitting, he would have sat through the whole rub.

I am so thankful for all my friends that have said prayers and well wishes for us. I never thought I would handle one of my babies death this hard.

Brigit seems to be doing well. She had her time with Buu after he crossed the Rainbow Bridge. We left Buu in their room and we went down to sleep a little.

We will be keeping an eye on her and making sure she isn't depressed or gets sick. As much as I want Briggie to be happy, I don't think I can get her a new friend. Now, if she goes in to a depression, then I will.

So I know now how it feels to lose a child. It's not easy and it hurts really bad. I'm trying to be brave in front of Brent because I know he's hurting really bad too.

Please keep us in your prayers. And fare well my Baby Buu. Momma, Dada and Briggie misses you so much. We know you are in a better place. Look for us when we get there, okay? I love you my Baby!!!